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\u201cUn\u00eb diagnostikohem me kancer t\u00eb gjirit. <\/em><\/strong><\/em><\/strong>
I gjith\u00eb inati p\u00ebrzier me frik\u00eb pingulet mbi kok\u00ebn time n\u00eb form\u00ebn e nj\u00eb pyetje: Pse un\u00eb? \u00c7far\u00eb kam b\u00ebr\u00eb gabim? Kush m\u00eb zgjodhi mua? \u201c<\/em><\/strong><\/em><\/strong><\/p>~ MALKONY<\/em><\/strong> ~<\/cite><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

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Monodrama MALKONY<\/u><\/strong> \u00ebsht\u00eb shkruar si nj\u00eb rekuiem p\u00ebr secil\u00ebn prej tyre q\u00eb fati e vendosi p\u00ebrball\u00eb kancerit t\u00eb gjirit. P\u00ebrmes nj\u00eb procesi t\u00eb gjat\u00eb e delikat bisedash me gra dhe vajza, t\u00eb cilat luftonin \u00e7do dit\u00eb me k\u00ebt\u00eb s\u00ebmundje q\u00eb prek jo vet\u00ebm fizikun por ve\u00e7an\u00ebrisht psikik\u00ebn e nj\u00eb gruaje, p\u00ebrfshirja ime emocionale ishte m\u00eb e fort\u00eb se logjika.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

 Fjal\u00ebt, ndjesit\u00eb dhe realitetet e dhjetra grave erdh\u00ebn dhe u mish\u00ebruan n\u00eb personazhin e An\u00ebs. Ato gra t\u00eb forta e t\u00eb brishta n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn koh\u00eb, m\u00eb besuan mua ndjesit\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb fshehta, frik\u00ebrat, lot\u00ebt dhe dram\u00ebn e thell\u00eb q\u00eb p\u00ebrjetonin. Nuk di ta dalloj,  n\u00ebse u dhash\u00eb un\u00eb jet\u00eb dhe z\u00eb dhimbjes s\u00eb tyre, apo ato m\u00eb dhan\u00eb mua motivin e madh p\u00ebr t\u00eb shkruar, e m\u00eb pas p\u00ebr t\u00eb v\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb sken\u00eb dhe p\u00ebrjetuar monodram\u00ebn MALKONY.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

MALKONY \u2013 titulli  nj\u00eb mbivendosje fjal\u00ebsh mes melankolis\u00eb dhe mallkimit, \u00ebsht\u00eb  nj\u00eb homazh p\u00ebr ato gra q\u00eb luftuan, por nuk mund\u00ebn ta fitonin betej\u00ebn me k\u00ebt\u00eb s\u00ebmundje dhe nj\u00eb mb\u00ebshtetje p\u00ebr secil\u00ebn prej tyre q\u00eb p\u00ebrpiqet t\u2019ja dal\u00eb p\u00ebrball\u00eb kancerit t\u00eb gjirit.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ana \u00ebsht\u00eb secila prej tyre, Ana mund t\u00eb jet\u00eb secila prej nesh, mund t\u00eb jet\u00eb n\u00ebna, motra, vajza apo mikja jote, ndaj t\u00eb  ftoj ta lexosh dhe t\u00eb marr\u00ebsh pak koh\u00eb p\u00ebr i\/e dashur mik(e) q\u00eb ke hyr\u00eb n\u00eb blogun tim.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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MALKONY \u2013 SKENA IV<\/strong><\/h2>\n\n\n\n

Nuk fle dot\u2026 Edhe kur arrij t\u00eb mbyll syt\u00eb zgjohem duke shpresuar se e gjith\u00eb kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrr. M\u00eb par\u00eb kur zgjohesha n\u00eb m\u00ebngjes, zgjohesha duke menduar \u201ckafe\u201d tani zgjohem duke menduar \u201ckancer\u201d\u2026 Nuk dua ta b\u00ebj m\u00eb t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00eb nga \u00e7\u2019\u00ebsht\u00eb, por duhet t\u00eb m\u00ebsohem me k\u00ebt\u00eb fjal\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ti ke kancer! Ti ke kancer!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u00eb besoni nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb kjo m\u00eb e keqja q\u00eb mund t\u2019ju ndodhi.  Tmerri vjen pas k\u00ebsaj\u2026 Kur ti gjendesh papritur n\u00eb udh\u00ebkryqin m\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb t\u00eb jet\u00ebs t\u00ebnde nuk mund t\u00eb zgjedh\u00ebsh rrug\u00ebn, sepse nuk arrin t\u00eb shoh\u00ebsh. Nuk arrin t\u00eb ndiesh m\u00eb asgj\u00eb. Mendimet t\u00eb mpihen, fjal\u00ebt t\u00eb mpihen, lot\u00ebt t\u00eb mpiksen,\u2026 Depresioni \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00eb i keq se kanceri\u2026 Depresioni \u00ebsht\u00eb vras\u00ebsi m\u00eb i eg\u00ebr dhe m\u00eb i pam\u00ebshirsh\u00ebm. Ai vjen nat\u00ebn, kur \u00ebsht\u00eb i sigurt\u00eb q\u00eb ti je vet\u00ebm, t\u00eb struket n\u00eb nj\u00eb cep t\u00eb krevatit dhe ngadal\u00eb bren dhe g\u00ebrryen \u00e7do fije shprese se mund t\u2019ia dal\u00ebsh, se mund ta fitosh k\u00ebt\u00eb luft\u00eb. Ai kafshon \u00e7do mendim t\u00eb lumtur se mund t\u00eb jetosh edhe pak m\u00eb gjat\u00eb\u2026   Ai p\u00ebrpin gjith\u00e7ka, derisa brenda teje nuk mbetet asgj\u00eb ve\u00e7 dhimbjes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

 Oh jam kaq e pap\u00ebrgatitur p\u00ebr gjith\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb dhimbje!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dua t\u00eb qaj me z\u00eb t\u00eb lart\u00eb, t\u00eb ul\u00ebrij pa i mbytur d\u00ebnesat n\u00eb jast\u00ebk\u2026 Ngrihem! T\u00eb pi nj\u00eb kafe s\u00eb bashku me kancerin tim dhe t\u00eb vendos \u00e7do t\u00eb b\u00ebj me t\u00eb. Doktor\u00ebt m\u00eb kan\u00eb dh\u00ebn\u00eb nj\u00eb jav\u00eb koh\u00eb, nj\u00eb jav\u00eb pushim. P\u00ebr pak \u00e7aste mund t\u00eb shtirem se kjo nuk ka ndodhur\u2026 Ah sikur! Por nuk mund ta m\u00ebnjanoj p\u00ebrgjithmon\u00eb, duhet ta pranoj\u2026                                                <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vrapoj, zbres shkall\u00ebt nj\u00eb, dy, tre, kat\u00ebr, pes\u00eb, gjasht\u00eb, shtat\u00eb, tete, n\u00ebnt\u00eb, dhjet\u00eb, nj\u00ebmb\u00ebdhjet\u00eb, …\u00e7far\u00eb po num\u00ebroj jav\u00ebt apo muajt e mbetur? Nuk di t\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigjem. Askush nuk di t\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigjet\u2026 Vazhdoj t\u00eb zbres shkall\u00ebt. Ku po zbres kaq posht\u00eb? Vrapoj m\u00eb shpejt\u00ebsin\u00eb e nj\u00eb zogu t\u00eb plagosur q\u00eb bie, bie, bie n\u00eb nj\u00eb r\u00ebnie t\u00eb lir\u00eb q\u00eb nuk ka fund.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I gjith\u00eb inati p\u00ebrzier me frik\u00eb pingulet mbi kok\u00ebn time n\u00eb form\u00ebn e nj\u00eb pyetje: Pse un\u00eb? \u00c7far\u00eb kam b\u00ebr\u00eb gabim? Kush m\u00eb zgjodhi mua? <\/p>\n\n\n\n


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